Try, Try Again

The title of this post is so telling of my life lately. When my sister and I started this blog we wanted a space where we could be honest in our weight loss journey.

Over the last month, I have felt my motivation waning. There are any number of excuses, mainly that my family came down with a horrible case of the flu, and for the first time in her little life my 8 month old experienced the flu. It was horrible! I let this hold me back from going to the gym, or even exercising at home, and I slacked off (big time!) on my meal plan. Needless to day, the weight came back (darn!).

I am taking today to refocus myself. Tell myself I CAN do this. This is important to me; I want to feel good about myself, have my self esteem return, and be able to do and wear the things I want.

I started off today with an intense weight lifting class, and I feel strong and motivated. It's been a while since I have gone on a run (I also was on the receiving end of that silly flu bug), but I am going to run this week. My goal is to make all 4 runs scheduled, as my 10k is only 2 weeks away! I have my meals planned, and I am picking up the rest of the groceries today. No more excuses!

I think at times in our lives we all need to take a step back and realize that our lives are not perfect, we are not perfect, but these imperfections makes us human. How would we define success without setbacks? My personal definition of success is persevering in spite of setbacks.

I have to come to terms with the fact that I am not really any closer to my goal than when we started this journey, and I need to note those mistakes I have made, and really focus on not repeating them. I have to remind myself that this process takes time, and it is a complete lifestyle change, but if I keep at it, I will see the results I so desperately want to see.

Thank you for reading this (anyone out there?!) and following along this path, even though I may detour from time to time, I have to remind myself of what my goal is, and keep my eye on the prize.

Here's to starting the week off right!

And I'll leave you with an incredibly deep quote that really doesn't have anything to do with weight loss, but more with life in general. Martin Luther knew what he was talking about:

"We are not yet what we shall be, but we are growing toward it, the process is not yet finished, but it is going on, this is not the end, but it is the road."

Also, I know my posts have been sucking without some pictures interspersed, so I'm working on that. Stay tuned!

-Ali

Change is hard

The last couple weeks have kinda sucked. Personally, I'm great. Happy husband, happy little girl, happy home. But I've been avoiding the scale like the plague. I was on a roll the first few week. I was running 3-5 times/week, I stared strength training in the morning. I was down 7 lbs! And then I got comfortable, maybe a little too comfortable. I stopped putting in as much effort. I all but stopped planning my meals, workouts, etc. And we all know that failing to plan is planning to fail. :( So 2 weeks ago when I hopped back on the scale I had gained half a pound. So what have I done these past two weeks? Did my .5lbs gain spur me into action? No! and that is what really pisses me off. Why is it that I can see plain as day what the problem is, what I need to do in order to fix it and I still don't? Well, I'm not going to hold me back anymore!

Its a new month and I am starting off with a bang. I started Jillian Michaels' 30 Day Shred video today (and I am going to finish it this time)! I forgot how hard this first day is. You would think that with the running I've been doing my legs would be stronger, but those squats and lunges KILL! I'll be updating my progress throughout the month. There will be actual...wait for it...pictures!! I know. I'm shocked too. I'll be doing this in addition to running. It seems like a lot right now, but I AM going to get through it and come out better for it. 

Today is a planning day. I'm making a list of go-to dinners so that my meal planning becomes a tad more simplified. I'm going to chart our my workouts for the month as well. And I'm thinking I need to put up a few reminders around the house. Maybe something on the fridge reminding me to think before I eat. Spring is just 19 days away! Its time to dig deep and push thru the slump.

I'll be back in a couple days with some updates but until then...

Minor Setbacks

Hey there! So I am behind in my blogging... I was supposed to blog Wednesday, but you know, my 8 month old decided to come down with her first cold and let's just say it ain't pretty. Poor little thing, her nose is all stuffed and she's coughing and unable to sleep. Luckily, I think we are though the worst of it.

Needless to say, this week hasn't been the best for me in terms of working out or nutrition. My husband also recently had the flu, so it's been chaos around here. So I didn't hit the gym until Thursday this week, but I was able to eek out 4.5 miles for my 10k training plan I actually really enjoyed this run, despite not having run in a whole week (yikes!). I did a 4x5 minutes fast interval workout that went like this:

Warm up 1 mile, slow
5 minutes fast pace
2 minutes recovery pace
Repeat 5min/2min split 4 times
Cool down 1 mile slow

I was able to complete the interval training in 47 minutes (10:37 pace) , which I was pretty happy with. Pre-baby I could easily run at a 10 min/mile or faster, and I can see myself slowly getting closer to those pace times. It's just going to take a little more practice :)

Today I was able to get to my 530 am spin class, although I wasn't able to show up until 6 (due to sick little bebe), I still got an hour spin in, and that's a great start to a weekend!

My plan for this next week is to make it to the gym at least 5 times, and to really concentrate on my nutrition & food intake. I find when I log my meals and make a conscious effort to eat well, that I am more satisfied and sated.

Hope you all have a great weekend!

Push it!

Tuesday was a good day in the PNW. The sun was out, it was a whopping 56 degrees and a co-worker joined me for my lunch run. It was nice to have someone to run with for a change. We ran through a park and wound through some really pretty neighborhoods. But the best thing was that I ran just a little bit further that I normally would. It was only an extra quarter mile, but I  needed the push. Normally on my lunch runs I do the same 2 mile loop. It's easy. I don't have to think about where I'll go (or where I'll end up), I don't have to wonder how far I've gone or if I'm going to make it back to work in time. I just go. It's safe and routine and in my book that's a good thing. But it also feels amazing when you push yourself and come out better for it. So get out there and push yourself. I promise you won;t regret it.

Reality Check

well crap! Looks like my avoiding the scale this past two weeks did not result in me becoming an SI swimsuit model...just the opposite. I'm up 0.4lbs. I know what happened. Two weeks ago I was in sight of my first mini-goal of 10lbs gone. And then I got comfortable and maybe a little complacent. I don't need to run 5 days this week (or the next). I've worked so hard, I deserve a bite of that maple bar (or crap, did I just eat the whole thing?)! Silly me! So at 5:15am when I weighted myself and had to come to grips with what I had done to myself I had a choice...I could go back to bed and snuggle up (good lord it's cold), or I could suck it up and get downstairs to my craft/exercise room and work on my arms. I chose the latter and I'm so glad I did. I think if i would have faced this situation 3 months ago, I would have crawled back in bed and chosen to ignore the truth. And for that, I am proud. Proud that I chose to get myself moving, proud that I didn't let a small setback turn into a road block.
After I finished workin my "guns" I headed back upstairs to prep my meals for the day. I'm a creature of habit, especially when it comes to food. Breakfast usually consists of oatmeal and a couple egg whites. Over the weekend I made a huge salad with carrots, celery, red onion, pears and a little goat cheese. I packed some of that, a few ounces of turkey breast, and some balsamic vinegar for lunch. And since I didn't get my run in on my lunch break, I'll be doing that when I get home this afternoon.

This will be ringing in my ears the nest time I have a face to face with a maple bar...



Make it a great Monday!

Training for a 10k

Good morning! I thought today I would cover how I am training for my first race post-baby. I had my daughter in June 2012, and I was really hesitant to get back into running.

In the two years before having her, I had really started to get into running; that is, I started to not hate it. Part of this was due to a class offered at my gym, called Trekking. It's a treadmill based class, where the instructor tells you exactly what you should be doing in terms of speed and incline. The class is all based on perceived exertion, so literally anyone can do it. Whether you're fast or not, you get a great workout in. Some weeks we would do hill repeats, and another week we would focus on speed work. I really saw my pace improve over the two years I took the class, and it even inspired me to run my first (and only, to date), half marathon.

I stopped running when I got pregnant, simply because, even before I had a baby bump, it just felt  weird. Then post-baby, I kept putting off getting back on the treadmill. Finally, I started taking trekking again, about six months after having my daughter. I was much slower, but it felt so good to be back. Just the other week, I ran 5 miles for the first time in over year!

I wanted to set a goal so I would keep on the running track, so I signed up for a race! I'll be doing the 10k of the Great Race of Agoura in March. When I trained for my half marathon, my Trekking instructor was so nice & made a training plan for me, but for this race, I searched the internet for a training plan that would allow me to build the minutes & miles slowly over time, so I didn't wimp out! I found a GREAT one in RunKeeper; they have three free online 10k training programs, and great app for my iphone, where I'm able to see my training calendar and mark off runs.

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Today I will tackle speed work, starting off with 1 mile at a slower pace, running 2 minutes fast, and recovering for 2 minutes. I'll repeat 8 times, and finish with 1 mile at a slow pace. Wish me luck! 

Hope everyone has a fantastic Valentine's Day.

xo,

Ali

Saturday Sweat Session

Good Saturday morning! The weekend is off to a great start. I was able to get up and hit the gym solo this am (sans the baby in daycare, which incites a "get the workout over asap so she doesn't start crying for me"), and it felt so good to sweat.

I took yesterday off by accident; my alarm either didn't go off at 445 am (yuck, I know) or I hit it off, but either way I didn't make it to my 90 minute spin class on Friday. Normally, I would take Saturdays off but since I rested yesterday, I laced up my shoes and headed for a spin class. I was pleasantly surprised this morning when my favorite spin instructor was actually subbing for the normal instructor. it made the class fly by! By the time the hour was over I was drenched, as in "I look as if I just took a shower in my clothes", but man, did it feel great.

Excited to take on the weekend! Hope you all have a pleasant Saturday.

I'll leave you with the following picture; it always helps to motivate me when I feel like slacking off:

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Hope you get your sweat on this weekend!

-Ali